chel, yourgirl

2011-06-13T08:00:00.000-07:00

TOMORROW TOMORROW~ he's coming back tomorrow already. so happy okays~

放下心中的仇恨，才是最大的解脱。

think i can't sleep tonight. tomorrow waking up at 5am!! hehe.

2011-06-12T09:57:00.000-07:00

cleaning up my blog that is left with spider webs and dust. ahchoos!*

yip yip hooray! he's coming back soon. 3 weeks past so fast, wink wink, and he's returning back to Singapore from Brunei. LOLLIYAYS!

1 week holiday has ended. sad sad story. UT1 for Structural Biology tomorrow, but my mood is not there to study. Why on Earth am i in Science course, biomedical science? Its a wrong step that i have taken, not my interest at all. I am not going to spend my days in the lab doing boring lab work, that's so so not me. Science have nothing to let me AWE about, plain boring piece of white paper.

Thinking should i attend school tomorrow. hmm, just go for the UT paper i guess. Nosey people in the class makes me turn off as well. i couldn't believe that your mouth is as big as your size, no offence, but is really something to be mad about, when you go around telling something that you are unsure about.

just baked cookies with sister, one of the batch went burnt.

continuing my study now now now!

"because i love you, that's why i let you go" - i'll never believe that.

2011-03-11T09:33:00.000-08:00

no-baby day 1

long time never blog already.

today is the first day baby went taiwan. just awhile i felt so empty. these few days before he went taiwan wasn't that pleasant, but last midnight, i really very happy. midnight went over to find baby for the last time before he go taiwan. it was raining and my planned fail. actually wanna surprise him by lighting candles with "i love you". but it was raining, so the candles could not light up ):

went to mcdonalds and bought 20pcs nuggets and brought back his home to enjoy. don't know why the nuggets felt to tasty last night. heehee. time past so fast. I SO FEEL LIKE HUGGING HIM NOW NOW NOW and listen to his SWEET SWEET VOICE. baby, faster come back!

2010-11-11T22:38:00.000-08:00

好想好想你哟！！很想快点看到你。我才发觉，没有你的日子，好空虚。

2010-11-09T22:55:00.000-08:00

miss him so much. not hearing from him for a day only, and i am like going mad soon ): he is having his outfield and till next week then i can see him, and also, NO CALLS AND MESSAGES from him this week. mood down.

cooked fried rice in the morning for sister and me. brought to school and serve as my lunch. not bad. finally i succeed! yesterday cooked cheese omelette, taste nice!!! heehee. i find myself so pro! wahaha! shall cook for my darling baby :D

2010-11-06T05:51:00.000-07:00

Friday
HAPPY DEEPAVALI!
baby booked out in the morning, and he secretly went to eat macdonalds without telling me. humphx. he even lied, afraid i will throw temper. hahas! but wont las. i treat him so nice~~
together went to mummy's office at Macpherson as mummy ordered catering in her new office. aunties, uncles and friends of mum was invited. baby claimed that the food is awesome, but i find it okay. i am losing my appetite these days due to the cough and flu, which have stayed with me for 2 weeks. terrible. went to baby's grandma house and again, started eating. his mum's wanton mee is nice, but i am really full at that time, BLOATED! back to baby's home and sleep, and went home after that.

Saturday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIUMU
Intended to go swimming today, end up went to baby's place. the flu is giving me breathing difficulties, unable to have a good night sleep these two days and it is PIMPLES OUTBREAK TIME!went to eat mac breakfast with baby and his cousins went to the creative art corner and spent some time doing some art paint there. :D

went bugis and somerset 313 for cousin's birthday present. saw yokethin at the toilet and i took quite some time to recognize her. muahaha.
its a happy day. baby had accompany me the whole day without any complaints. it was so enjoyable sitting at the roadside eating roasted chestnuts, this is my first time doing so! i had learned the technique of cracking the chestnuts without splitting it into halves! OH YEAA~
love him to bits!! <3

2010-11-04T18:20:00.000-07:00

baby say that he is waking up today 3am and all the way till 6am he is going to book out! i am so excited, i dont know why. early morning going to find him then going mummy's office as she is ordering catering.

was talking to mummy last night and then mummy was somehow praising baby. HAHA. for some reason, i was laughing.

arghhh. i miss him like mad.

2010-11-03T00:43:00.000-07:00

the sweetest couple with no quarrels might end up having the nastiest breakup. why so? when they feel unhappy or something, they wont say it out, till when their first quarrel happens, they spit everything out and it makes it more worse. you know volcano, accumulate accumulate, BOMB!!

sick for 2 days. did not go school. cough and sore throat and waking up every 1hr in the middle of the night just to get some strepsils. missing him so much. these 2 days, had alot of dreams in one nap. all is with his presence. :D

feel like hugging him and sleep, and hope i will get better. hohoho

2010-11-01T20:55:00.000-07:00

gosh. i feel like dying. every few seconds, i am coughing and it gives me chest businpain.):

this coming friday is deevapali, that means it is holiday :D and baby is booking out on friday morning too.

pleaseee. i want to get well soon. ): feel so irritated. but still, going to eat baby buy that chocolates. hohoho

2010-10-31T23:39:00.000-07:00

thanks baby, i've gotten your chocolates and sweet, and is slowly melting my heart making me smile brightly. you're so good, that i dont want to let go and be your lovely and caring girlfriend. i am so going to change myself for the better, FOR YOU. :D my temper is so worse yet you can tolerate. no one else in this world can do that i guess.

i am so happy. i came for all lessons for problem 3. hoooray to myself. hoping to see him soon again. this coming weekend i going to make western food for him as sat and sunday was some terrible days, not going to mention and forget about it :D not going to rank up and think about past stuffs to make me worse and start a new and nonsensical arguments, this is so so not necessary. i know he love me and i love him, FULL STOP.

most probably baking cookies for classmates today. but.. 有心力不足.. try ba

2010-10-29T17:54:00.000-07:00

PIMPLE OUTBREAK!! mask mask mask.

so many things in mind need to buy. money please roll in to me or fall from the sky ba.

watched 公主嫁到， nice hongkong drama.:D

meeting baby later. woohooots!!

2010-10-28T23:43:00.000-07:00

ITS FRIDAYYYYYYYYY~~!! woots! dont know if baby can book out tomorrow, or else have to stay home and look after kid. ): i need go swimming lesson tomorrow, for 2weeks i havent been going already.

told baby this, your money is my money. my money is MY MONEY :D hope can see him tomorrow. i am so sad. my mashed potatoes yesterday, FAILED!! ): gonna try harder next time. ROARS. thanks sister for being a guinea pig to my mashed potatoes. i know it sucks and make you feel like vomitting. hehes

2010-10-27T20:41:00.000-07:00

woke up late today. Anatomy and Physiology 2 today. was talking to madeline, i can't blame, i can't judge, i am not perfect as well. if you think you are too great to say someone, go ahead if you think you are so perfect with no flaws (like i would believe, so SHUT UP :D

UT1 coming. very fast is the 3rd week of school. haahaas.
i am so looking forward to saturday where i am going to cook for baby western food. hope it will taste nice, it's my first time trying also. hehe

i am going to make mashed potato later as dinner :D trying out the gravy sauce :D

2010-10-26T02:47:00.000-07:00

drop dead. i am having a serious cough and slight sore throat for the whole day. hate it! genetics genetics!

baby,in the good or the bad times, look back, i will be there, supporting you. army is NOTHING NOTHING!! our love is SOMETHING SOMETHING! i know you can, i know i can. BIG HUGS!

2010-10-25T05:31:00.000-07:00

continue with that surprise thingy. it was a surprise party by baby's close friends and needa help them by bringing baby out. when baby entered the room, his friends all came and pound on him. it was a hilarious sight by seeing the guys spraying whipped cream and chinling pouring the prickly heat powder on baby. but baby seems happy after the celebration (: had dinner and then together with baby went back sleep.

Sunday
coudlnt get my eyes open. baby watch television and my eyes are half closed. slept at 11pm and woke up at 10am. ate mcdonalds and then back home. baby help me massage and i was feeling quite feeling quite giddy and i fall on the bed and continue to get some rest. baby was so sweet and nice. he cared so much about me, giving me warm water and asking me if i was alright, and even get a big bowl of fungus with longan for me the to reduced the internal body heat. i wont leave my cutest baby for no matter what. he's the best out of the best.(: love him to bits!!

Monday
school school school. morning blues. didnt want to wake up and go school, but i had promised baby i need to go everyday from now onwards, and i made it to school!:D and i survived through Analytical Instrumentation. It is about some chemistry calculation and instruments stuff, and it seems to kill me by half. ROARS!! at the end of my lesson, i felt so proud of myself that i didnt went partial :X

tell me how to diet!

2010-10-23T02:13:00.000-07:00

猜猜！我现在在看着宝贝睡觉 (: 很白痴，我知道。爽就好！

等下有个小惊喜给他。待会儿在把他的表情和反应写上来吧！超爱你的叻！

2010-10-21T05:56:00.000-07:00

didnt hear any message from baby yesterday. was worried and upset as it never happen before. everytime when he have something on, he will at least give a message. so i was like.. waiting till 4am and finally fall asleep. in the morning, he messaged me and told e why he couldnt reply me, i was so tired that i sounded so attitude, sorry baby, didnt mean it, i am really very tired at that time :D i love you. now i know liao. teehee :D

missed school today. was seriously feeling so shagged after the midnight oil. gonna do facial mask later. my feet are missing baby as well, they are growing blisters. THANKS to mummy's shoes. will be out on saturday and sunday. WELL, it is better than staying home. it kills with that little monster around (my cousin). he is really a nuisance. take care one day is call CUTE, take care a month s call DEVILISH!

miss him so much now. thinking of him, the way he smile, you are so beautiful to me baby. the best best baby. the band he gave is like him, carry it with me, is like he is with me all the time. I NEED A DOCTOR, A LOVE DOCTOR. I AM MAD OVER LOVE.

2010-10-19T22:17:00.000-07:00

Now i am dreaming. but hoping this dream will come true.

i want to be his wife. a lovely wife, that every morning he wakes up, the piping hot breakfast is there waiting for him. i want to ensure that the house is sparkling clean, so everytime he return home, he will feel extra comfortable. making the bedroom cosy and warmth, so that he could sleep well after his long day of work. and make every sunday our family day with our two cute little kids. on family day, we could all bake together, picnic, go on an outing, fly kites, have our own mini home BBQ and such. These are dreams and hopes, but we dont live to dream, we live to make dreams come true, aint so, honey?

back to reality, okays, school is as per normal. i am going for swimming after that. at least i get some exercises rather than have my butt stick onto the chair and body glued to the bed.

i am seriously like.. MISSING HIM?! awwwws~~ i am mad. my iphone's springboard, desktop and even the message wallpaper is all his photos!!

each time i thinks about if we are going to get together till married and how our family life would be, it tickles my heart and make me smile. teehee :D

2010-10-18T08:05:00.000-07:00

my sexy boy. love him to the max!! :D

baby going taiwan outfield soon ): will miss him alot. though is still 1 month ahead.

2010-09-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

爱-莫文蔚
你还记得吗记忆的炎夏
散落在风中的已蒸发
喧哗的都已沙哑
没结果的花未完成的牵挂
我们学会许多说法
来掩饰不碰的伤疤
因为我会想起你
我害怕面对自己
我的意志总被寂寞吞食
因为你总会提醒
过去总不会过去
有种真爱不是我的
假如我不曾爱你
我不会失去自己
想念的刺钉住我的位置
因为你总会提醒
尽管我得到世界
有些幸福不是我的
你还记得吗记忆的炎夏
我终于没选择的分岔
最后又有谁到达

today went over to baby's cousin's birthday chalet at coasta sands resort. resorts are always built in small sizes. was kind of tiring. not in a very good mood. everything today seems not going well for me. i dislike today. ):

2010-08-31T05:28:00.000-07:00

baby having his "mini" outfield camp today. just only a 2 days, i am missing him so much. i think i am going crazy over him. every second i am thinking, even in my DREAMS!! hees.

baby uh baby,what spell you had put on me? =X i love it when every morning you plant me a kiss on my forehead and tell me good morning. it felt so comfortable and it made my day. though after that kiss, you make me awake and can't fall back to sleep and YOU, YOURSELF fall back to sleep, but still, i love it!! hees.

i so wanna see you soon kies? I LOVE YOU BABY!! (:

today i cooked 2 dishes, cabbage with vemicelli noodles and also sweet & spicy egg tofu. not bad though. like the tofu better.. :X i am learning to cook even better, so next time can cook for my family and my lister tan. wahahas!!

tomorrow is my day out with sister irene, :D

2010-08-18T07:39:00.000-07:00

woke up at 2pm. did house chores and television all the way. tomorrow needa go for piano lesson.

was about to get my beauty sleep last night, and didnt expect him to message me! WEETS!! for the rifle shooting, he gotten the marksman.. i dont know what is that, just know it is something good. :D he's tired inside.. poor baby.. <3 hugs.

2010-08-17T07:43:00.000-07:00

cleared every post. nothing to keep anyway. moving forward and wanting to jot down beautiful memories that i am going to create with him in the long run.

i love you baby, you are the only one that i want to love. (:

slept till 12pm. i think my bed is going to snap soon. spend my day with television. now is holiday, 3 weeks! glad. :D

cant get his call today.. he is busy with his rifle. but seems cool to play with that gun thing. missing him badly.. i wanna see him soon!!

i wanna learn swimming.. this saturday most probably. yoohoo!